Stress

Sooo overwhelmed! I would like to go back to the time when others made the decisions for you. Life was much easier back then, but no now it’s time for Candace to make her own decisions which wouldn't be such a horrible thing if I knew what it was that I wanted. Why can't someone just give me all the answers, that’s all that I want. Is that too much to ask for? I suppose so. Advice is helpful, but in the end it is me who has to make the ultimate decision. HUH frustration!

Funny thing, I started writing this blog a week ago in one of my classes and was unable to finish it so had to save it as a draft. Now that I have finally had the time to come back and sum it up I cannot even tell you where my thought process was going. That just goes to show how quickly things change.

Sleep Deprived

 I am beyond TIRED!!! Between school, work, and volunteering any of my free time for the use of others, I have lacked to make time for the opportunity to sleep. You would think that because sleep is an essential that I would remember these things, but I guess not. An average day for me begins with school (of course A.M. classes). After school it’s off to work for me, starting at three and ending at eleven. When I get home it’s time to shower and then hit the books so to say, seeing as to how that is the only time I have to do any school work that I may have received at school that day. After all of this finally it is time for rest… Until I get up and do it all over againL I think it is time for a much needed vacation!

Weather:(

I am so not happy. The weather within the past week was so beautiful. Upper sixties and lower seventies in February, what more could you ask for! Sucks for me that I was at work all of that week and was unable to enjoy the wonderful warm sunshine that I have missed ever so much :( I even went shopping recently and bought two pairs of shorts and some super cute tanks, if I do say so myself. Unfortunate that I will not be able to wear them any time soon. The weather has taken a turn for the worse. It's cold and windy one day and rainy the next. Can't we get a break! I am not one for cold; I absolutely cannot stand being cold. I am beyond ready for spring and the warm weather to get here.  I thought that if the ground hog saw its shadow that it meant spring was just around the corner. Wish that it would hurry up and get here! At least when it comes i will be prepared, you know with the shorts i am unable to wear just yet.

Cann!!!

When in season I use to coach the Sparta High School colorguard. I enjoyed doing so! The girls were so much fun and it was nice to know that I taught them lots, and not just about guard, but anything and everything that the girls felt the need to come to me about. It’s safe to say that we all became rather close. Every day it never failed I would hear the phrase “Cann we need to talk…!” Now that the season is over things have not changed. I get the random text messages the phone calls saying the same ole phase. The recent reason the girls have contacted me is because they feel the need to have a guard party, which would be so much fun and would give us time to caught up, however, they seem to forget that Cann has to work. (And work often) I would love to give them their guard party, but sadly I truly just do not have to time to do so. Another thing that makes this much more complicated is that the girls have absolutely no idea what they would like to do for their party. They want for me to decide (of course) that is just like them.  I love those girls!    

Understanding

Life is hard; as I’m sure many of you may already know. Sometimes life throws us unexpected curve balls that we are forced to just accept, deal with, and move on our marry way. I have recently learned that it is important to care about other people, however, in the end you must do what is healthy and best for you in any given situation. I believe in living each day to its fullest potential. This means putting the past behind us and stepping out into our future.  Having good friends to help to you along the way does not hurt either.  Remember that everyone has friends, but the good ones are the ones that are only a phone call away and are there no matter what. Although it may not be easy at times, in the end you can overcome anything! Random I know, but these are my thoughts of the day and it just seemed appropriate to share them. Sharing is caring;)