Stress

Sooo overwhelmed! I would like to go back to the time when others made the decisions for you. Life was much easier back then, but no now it’s time for Candace to make her own decisions which wouldn't be such a horrible thing if I knew what it was that I wanted. Why can't someone just give me all the answers, that’s all that I want. Is that too much to ask for? I suppose so. Advice is helpful, but in the end it is me who has to make the ultimate decision. HUH frustration!

Funny thing, I started writing this blog a week ago in one of my classes and was unable to finish it so had to save it as a draft. Now that I have finally had the time to come back and sum it up I cannot even tell you where my thought process was going. That just goes to show how quickly things change.

Sleep Deprived

 I am beyond TIRED!!! Between school, work, and volunteering any of my free time for the use of others, I have lacked to make time for the opportunity to sleep. You would think that because sleep is an essential that I would remember these things, but I guess not. An average day for me begins with school (of course A.M. classes). After school it’s off to work for me, starting at three and ending at eleven. When I get home it’s time to shower and then hit the books so to say, seeing as to how that is the only time I have to do any school work that I may have received at school that day. After all of this finally it is time for rest… Until I get up and do it all over againL I think it is time for a much needed vacation!

Weather:(

I am so not happy. The weather within the past week was so beautiful. Upper sixties and lower seventies in February, what more could you ask for! Sucks for me that I was at work all of that week and was unable to enjoy the wonderful warm sunshine that I have missed ever so much :( I even went shopping recently and bought two pairs of shorts and some super cute tanks, if I do say so myself. Unfortunate that I will not be able to wear them any time soon. The weather has taken a turn for the worse. It's cold and windy one day and rainy the next. Can't we get a break! I am not one for cold; I absolutely cannot stand being cold. I am beyond ready for spring and the warm weather to get here.  I thought that if the ground hog saw its shadow that it meant spring was just around the corner. Wish that it would hurry up and get here! At least when it comes i will be prepared, you know with the shorts i am unable to wear just yet.